Hannah's Story: A Story of Faith Maturing

posted by Hannah Farver on 07/13/11
Category: Myself; ; 15 comments

Hannah FarverI became a Christian when I was nine. Really. Sometimes people question if little kids can truly come to faith in Christ, whether they're old enough to grasp all of the details of what it means to be a Christian. But I knew enough. I'd memorized James 2:10, which says, "Whoever keeps the whole law and yet stumbles at just one point is guilty of breaking all of it." And I knew that the price of sin needed to be paid.

My little nine-year-old heart was broken. Tears streaming down my face, I curled up on the couch with my mom and prayed, asking Jesus to forgive me.

But the story doesn't end there. Truly, none of our stories do. Coming to know Jesus is just the beginning. From that point on, He teaches us. He takes us by the hand and shows us what it means to belong to Him. Because of sin, our minds and hearts are bent and twisted. Jesus saves us, then He works to break the bent parts and make them straight. Sometimes this breaking of our bentness is painful.

Jesus doesn't enjoy this painful part. He wants us to grow and change, but He doesn't take pleasure in leading us through sorrow. Since coming to know Jesus, I have walked through valleys. An eating disorder. Season of unbelief. Anger at God that my life isn't always like I want it. Sins like pride and foolishness.

But the hope of the gospel—the good news that stirred our hearts when we first believed—is still important here. It speaks of hope. If Jesus died to save us, He's sure as anything going to finish what He started.

And He promises that one day all the painful parts will be over.

I take encouragement from John 16:33. It promises a story complete with tears and the occasional burning down of dreams, but also a happy ending forever: "I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world."

He has overcome. It's happened. It's happening. We have hope for a happy ending (...or is it really a glorious new beginning?)

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    Steph
    THANKYOU!!!!!
    on Wednesday, July 13, 2011 at 8:19 am
    Thankyou so much for this. I have been questioning my faith and purpose for Jesus and this has really helped. Thank you again.
    Robin
    Closely related
    on Wednesday, July 13, 2011 at 9:20 am
    God does indeed save children. Not all professions are real, but it sounds like yours and mine were genuine. The proof is in the perserverance. I love the verse you quoted. I have it memorized with John 14:27 "Peace I leave with you. My peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give to you. Do not let your heart be troubled, nor let it be fearful." Thanks for sharing.
    Anonymous
    Re:
    on Wednesday, July 13, 2011 at 10:12 am
    john 16:33
    Anonymous
    Re:
    on Wednesday, July 13, 2011 at 10:15 am
    john 16:20
    anon4058
    Re:
    on Wednesday, July 13, 2011 at 11:09 am
    I know in my head that God is good, but not in my heart. I hope that my happy ending is being cured of my leukemia.
    Nikki
    Amazing Topic
    on Wednesday, July 13, 2011 at 1:35 pm
    I am hurting right now (a little) actually I'm in a healing stage. This word today, was awesome because I am seeking extra Bible Study Groups in order to stay busy for the Lord and to hear a genuine word! The word was awesome and on time!*
    Anonymous
    Longing for the Lord
    on Wednesday, July 13, 2011 at 9:09 pm
    Thank you for this awesome post, though I could use some advice right now. My life seems to have a never ending season of unbelife, a kind of depression where I feel SO far away from God. I pray and try time and time again to get close again, but feel to be slipping further away. Deep in my heart I am lonely and longing for the Lord, but just can't seem to grasp Him.
    Rachel
    Re:
    on Wednesday, July 13, 2011 at 10:35 pm
    The beginning... God leads us on amazing journeys.... One of mine is confidence... I'm having trouble being sure of myself around others my age. I get intimidated. I think that is a struggle that Jesus really doesn't want me to go through, and I'm working through it right now. I know at the end of my troubles though I will be stronger for it, and I ask God to do His will, but sometimes I wonder if I really mean it. Am I willing to give it all to Him, and let Him decide everything. I know, for sure, that I am a Christian and I will be with Him in Heaven, but sometimes giving everything to Him is just so hard! I'm in 4-H, and I'm nervous about some of that stuff, but I'm trying to give it all to Him and let Him use it for His glory, no matter how well I do. And Anon4508, don't give up on God. He has a plan and a purpose for your life and I can guarantee you it is good and it is what is best. don't give up on God. He loves us all so much and He can do anything. I'm praying for a miracle, and for Him to use His healing hand to touch your body. Even though I don't really know all of you, I appreciate your openness. It is so amazing to hear what God has and is doing in your loves! Love in Christ!=) Rachel
    Grace
    He doesn't change!
    on Thursday, July 14, 2011 at 5:33 am
    I also have walked and am still walking through suffering and sorrow, and i'm battling unbelief, but the lesson i'm learning through this season is that God is God, and I am man. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l_GQsVQikXE

    And who God is, doesn't change based on how I feel. Psalm 5:3 In the morning, O Lord you hear my voice; in the morning I lay my requests before you and wait in expectation.
    Sarah, with the LYWB team
    Longing for the Lord
    on Friday, July 15, 2011 at 12:05 am
    Longing for Him…

    Stay in the Psalms for a season. Read them in a modern translation. The psalmist knew just what you are dealing with, for he too at times felt far away and spiritually depressed. As he talked through things with the Lord, and recalled His character and His unwavering faithfulness, his heart grew tender toward God and he expressed his love and devotion and reverence for the Him.

    There is nothing like seeking the Lord and finding Him in the pages of His Book!

    Blessings to you!
    Sarah, with the LYWB team
    anon4058
    on Friday, July 15, 2011 at 12:57 am
    And that we pray too! May the Lord bring healing to you and cure you of lukemia. I pray too, that God will give you faith to know in your heart that He is good--and that you are precious in His eyes. He loves you!

    The psalmist reminds us God gives us freedom to pray the desires of our hearts. So let's keep praying!
    Heidi
    Re:
    on Friday, July 15, 2011 at 5:10 pm
    Wow, thanks so much, Hannah! Your testimony, as well as the verses you shared are really encouraging!
    Anonymous
    Re:
    on Wednesday, July 27, 2011 at 10:15 am
    Wow that was deep and encouraging
    Chloe
    Thanks!!!
    on Thursday, July 28, 2011 at 11:15 pm
    This is awesome, thanks so much for sharing!
    Vijay
    Why can't you become human?
    on Friday, April 13, 2012 at 6:46 am
    You become Christian, not Human.. Christ told every one to be human and he himself is not a Christian... :)

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