How I Lost My Parents' Trust
Growing up, I had super.protective.parents. We didn't have any major problems, though, until we moved from Nebraska to Illinois my eighth grade year. The school was itty-bitty (fourteen kids in my whole grade!), so I didn't exactly have a whole lot of options when it came to choosing wise friends. It wasn't long before they were encouraging me to do things behind my parents' backs. And that's exactly what I did.
One particular day, I wrote one of my old friends from Nebraska the latest news in a letter (yep, that was before Facebook!). My friend wrote back, but instead of addressing the envelope to "Paula Hendricks," she wrote my nickname on the envelope (thanks a lot!). When my parents saw the letter in the mail, they didn't know who it was for. So they opened it. And read it. And this is what they read: "I can't believe you're dating Craig* behind your parents' backs!"
That verse in Numbers 32:23: "Be sure your sin will find you out"? Well, it's true! That was probably the first seed of distrust that was (rightfully) planted in my parents' hearts. And guess what they did? Like any good parents, they prayed that God would help them find out whenever I was up to something bad. And He answered their prayer time and time again! It wasn't long before they knew I couldn't be trusted.
As much as I hated my parents during that time for "reading my mail" and being so strict, I have to say that they were right. I was a deceiver. I lied. A lot. I don't know if you can relate, but it's not a fun way to live. Always wondering if you'll be found out. And then when you are, having the people closest to you not know if anything you say is true.
How about you? Have you given your parents (or others) any reason NOT to trust you? Are you one person around them and a different person entirely when you think they're not looking? (Or am I the only one?)
I'd love to hear your answer. Then check back next Wednesday as I share a few thoughts about how to regain your parents' trust.